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[23 Nov 2005|08:51am]

i'm not talking about little snowflake crapp... no... reall snow! everything covered in white... real christmas!!!! ahhhhh snooooooooow! for the first timeeeeeeee!
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[07 Nov 2005|11:02pm]
i am not only an asshole... but the most stupid one of them all

[31 Oct 2005|11:36pm]
no matter what i do... i manage to get myself into the same hole. which is bollocks!

i still need to fix the problem becase it makes me fucking mad that people re making up rumors about me! i'm sorry if you need attentio, it's fine with me... but just stop making me look like your bitch!

i'm off to watch craig... funniest man on earth...

mexico.. i am so ready for you! my friends! my boyfriend! i looove you!!

you are the best thing that as ever happened to me. thank you for making my world magical =)
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[30 Oct 2005|06:21pm]
je me souviens...

i got two spider shot glasses, copious amounts of candy, two boxes of cigarettes, and a lighter as halloween presents from the party.

cristina made me try every single thing we had available at the party... and beer... oh beer!

i had a good time.

i think i know what i want to do but i just dont want to because i dont want to because what if things dont work out the way i want them to? and gaaah im just not ready for shit like this. and its so fucking frustrating because i just ahhh and then its just soo ahh.. and there are times when its all nice and giggle and some others when i feel like taking the head out of the body and slapping it endless
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[27 Oct 2005|10:43pm]
i was sitting by myself, 9-ish, waiting for the bus.. when this guy came out of patrick's and said "do you need a dollar?" and i said "noo!" and then he hunched over, tapped my legs and said "i'm kidding"

what the hell just happened, i do not know...

i do hope, however, that i don't look like thse people who ask for money....
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"he" left two letters on your mailbox yesterday... -you need to stop lying! [23 Oct 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

beibi is gone... and after crying for what seemed like forever i had a pint of hagen daaz dulcedeleche with extra caramel and bananas and whipped cream. my mom said i'd feel a little better.

this past week was the best i've had ever since i came to wisconsin.

B E C A U S E W E ' R E S O U L M A T E S

i have homework... my head hurts and i am craving cigarettes. my computer is slowly getting better. hello writting!
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[11 Oct 2005|05:17pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i am broke as a potato.

i spent like 60 dls. on acrilic paint. then like 20 on brushes. and like 20 on matboard and erasers and pens.
i also bought myself a little voice recorder because my history mid-term is coming and i need to get an a+

i am very poor. i have like 1 dollar or something

i rode the bus to school today. oh man such an experience! they're not lying when they tell you you haven't lived if you've never been on the 15 bus.

i got mail today finally! i got a package from Joshel Nuss.. "better late than never" he got me a polaroid camera that i adooooooore! and other crap was well.

"is that a ramones shirt?"
"uh.. yes"
"you are officially the coolest female student i've ever had"

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i remember when you used to be shy. [09 Oct 2005|12:25pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

today is all about ramen/caffeine/history paper. with a little cigarette here and there. and an ocasional drawing break.

[03 Oct 2005|12:00pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

happy birthday to myself.

i've lived here for aproximately 6 weeks, i've never this alone.

yes, they played the mexican happy birthday song for me when i went to the cafeteria and yes i got the best drawing of myself and a little note. but other than that nobody said happy birthday to me. not even the people i hang out with. they just smiled as i laughed because of the song. i didn't get any hugs or anything of that sort.

birthdays are overated anyways.

i just want to sleep and wake up tomorrow and maybe i'll feel better.

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[15 Sep 2005|05:59pm]


i cannot wait to go see it! it should be well worth paying 8 dollaz! i don't careee! and when i'm in mexico WE HAVE TO go see it so you better not see it until i get there....

omg the excitement! ahhhh! i need my hp costume but maybe i want a fleur costume because she rocks the blue and we all know so do i ;) hahahhahah
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i eat heart attacks [14 Sep 2005|10:41pm]
i felt better today at school... my tummy is fine now.

i have such a nice time with those crazy mexicans..

umm.. i'm getting my tattoo in mexico on november turkeyreunion05 with ale. i'm excited.. yea really.
each day i feel as if they are less and less reasons for me to go back to mexico and spend my 350$ on 5 days with people who don't even feel that close to me.
i don't want to go down there and have to wait for them to get out of work or tell me they're going to the fucking lame bar or that 'we' are going out with their new friends. no ofense i'm sure they're great and awesome but honestly, i'm not going there to see/meet them... i'm doing fine on the new-friends department.

but i'll see beibi and my old-new friends and mikiii (even if he's a total fag and just hangs out with his gf)... so i'm quite4 excited about mexico )only not as much as how i expected to be)

i really need a pair of boots.. i've got 130$ to spend.. the bliss... heheheh
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[12 Sep 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | i'v gots the flu ]


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[27 Aug 2005|09:19pm]
I just got the new spill canvas cd. which i bought believing to be the old one. i loove it i love it i love it for all the wrong reasons, because spill canvas for me was the bestest acoustic music there was and this cd is anything but acoustic.

we loves it yes we do!!!

secrets in an hour or so!!!

grtaaaaaaaaaa do you have a house phone number? a verizon cellphone? i have free long distance so i can call you tonight or tomorrow night!!! and if you have verizon i can call you anytime!!!

and here´s the link for you to listen to vaquero´s music www.myspace.com/ilovevaquero for all of you who didn´t pay any attention the first 60 times i said vaquero was the shit.

sep. 8 the new album is out and any of you motherfockers in mexico NEED to get me this album because let´s face it: it´s not coming out anywhere near milwaukee. oh i cry in the anticipation of having that cd in my hands.. i´m begging you! pleaseee get me this album! i´ll pay you triple what it´s worth!

ok now to the other computer to update secrets.. i swear it´s true this time! i swear!
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[24 Aug 2005|01:46pm]
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[23 Aug 2005|02:19pm]
[ mood | homesick ]

i already have my shedule... some days i'lll go from 8:20-6:30 with a four hour break.. some others from 8:20-3:30 with a one hour i think break.. and on thursdays i've got no classes so yaaay yippie! uhh... not! why? because this is't mexico and i nave none of my friends here and it sucks not having your boyfriend with you and i don't have a phone yet and this country is filled with people who think they're god.

my room is all black.. with little white splotches...

it's all weird... really really weird!

but other than that... JOSHEE'S HERE! AND CHELSEAH'S HERE!!!! and yesterday we went to noodles & co. and had a mac&cheese party.
tonight we'll have a party at my house because all my family is going to the baseball stadium to watch a game and i said i'd stay here..

3 days without a cigarette and without even thinking about lighting one! joshe thinks i'm insane.. oh wtvr!

i miss everyone back home! you guys have no idea! as soon as i'm really settled in i'll send you guys some snail mail. please please send me the pictures from my last day there because i want to print them out and such.. i looove you guys!!! and DO e-mail me and tell me about everything that's going on down there... tell my boyfriend i ADORE him and oh... i'm waiting for him... yes yes yes =)

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what i miss ever since the day we said goodbye was enough for me to realize.... [17 Aug 2005|12:31am]
[ mood | omg wtf har har har ]

last night the nip/tuck party was great. i had lots of fun with the only person on earth who understand the true meaning of the caveman sounds and some other bloke as well hahahahaah. we ate cheese pizza and drank coke with umbrella straws... we also had masks and i brought a poster as well... hahaha soo much fun!!

my house is completely empty and all i've got is a bed and my computer because my dad stole my tv. tonight we're moving to a hotel and that means i'll get to swin on a pool! =) yaaaaaaaaaay!!!

ohh only 4 more days here in mexicoooo... i'msosad!

"do you hate me?"
"because you're moving away"

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so crash me baby i'm all ears..... [12 Aug 2005|01:54pm]
[ mood | excited ]

someone should really really go with me to chenchas tonight. if i don't go i'm gonna be really pissed.. =\

anyways i'm going out for lunch because it's my little brother's birthday.. and tonight... CIRQUE DU SOLEIL!!! sooo excited!

only one week left here in mexico... =\ i guess it's all for the best.

and i'm still a loser because i haven't changed my cellphone picture. :$ i know! i know!

next monday we BETTER go and have therapy...!

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[11 Aug 2005|03:46pm]
tunes for thursday!!!

// Vaquero - Dying to Live // the up beatness of this song puts me in a good mood no matter what.

// Moby - Where You End // my favorite song out of the new Moby album. this song just flows and gah.. i love it =)

// The Shins - Kissing the Lipless // i don't remember who told me about the shins, but this song is particularly good. i like them because they sound like chris carrabbba minus the scary part.

// JamisonParker - Slow Suicide // i know everyone and theyr grandmas likes jamosinparker but oh how much do i love this song!

they're ysi links so if they stop working too bad i guess....
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[09 Aug 2005|10:04am]
[ mood | in pain motherphocker ]

i've never felt more like shit than last night.

it's ok god, i learned. now i have full proof that there is such a thing called karma.

i don't even know why it hurt so much, you'd think that after the thing with the thing on the thing i'd not care. i guess nobody likes feeling used, that's all.

but revenge my friends, is my speciality and i believe i do have a gift for story telling. not that the former has something to do with the latter.

oh pshh i'm so totally talking about my wisdom teeth! psh!

we should SO totally have a pitty party! i'm not kidding.

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[08 Aug 2005|12:53am]
i'm already there...

i listened to the new mest tracks... kill me porfavor. odds are i'll like it on the run but right now meh, i cry like baby.

Mest will be going out on tour with Social Distortion! It looks like the tour will be kicking off in Milwaukee,WI on September 20th!

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